Thursday, November 29, 2007 ; 2:28 PM {♥}

MY BABY GIRL DANIELLE! (:
so cute right! im addicted to this application in facebook! so fun! HAHA.
and now i got 3 babies. (: BABY STEPHY AND BABY DANIELLE AND BABY JUNIOR!
BABY JUNIOR is make together with GUO QIANG. haha. but i know Junior loves me more. cos i wear clothes for him! HAHA. and i bottle-feed him! HAHA. but super cute lahh!
facebook applications more fun! but friendster more user-friendly. (: but facebook is still very fun! HAHA. now let me show you all what BABY JUNIOR looks like.

facebook is fun! :D
today's math is boring. lucky got guoqiang to entertain me in msn. im so bored~
i want to watch enchanted again! ROARS~! super nice show.
okay. think im gonna go play facebook now.
KICK GUOQIANG'S ASS! :D HAHA.
bye people (:
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007 ; 11:16 PM {♥}

HELLO! (:
haha. my facebook baby is so cute! ARGH!
i want to make more. LOL. =x
her name is STEPHY! :D
super cute can! HAHA. i want to create a male one. so at least will have companion for her to play with! SUPER CUTE! facebook applications are fun!
gonna play some more. BYE~!
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Thursday, November 22, 2007 ; 2:00 PM {♥}

above is a great guy with a great testimony of how he has lived his whole life without limbs, till now. want to hear his story?
Venue: EXPO, Max Pavillion
Time: 1.30pm
Day/Date: Sunday/2nd Dec
do come down and join us, those interested can get to me. i am sure you all will benefit from it. inspiring story and speaker! wad else can you ask for?:D
today's maths is so sucky lahh! damn boring~! about seeing whales. sians. probability!!! can die! how come it seems like suddenly got so many people want to catch up with old friends. those long lost friends of mine will suddenly sms me and ask if i want to meet. HAHA. quite weird. but believe God has a plan for everything. :D
i think i will go play games now. (:
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE~!
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007 ; 11:49 AM {♥}
today's module is culture. my favourite module. think it is very interesting. today's problem is on GENDER INEQUALITY. GENDER INEQUALITY IS A DREAM (:my group is supppose to agree with this. okay lahh. quite easy. im the 3rd speaker. kena arrowed. but its okay. just speak only. brought me back to the days where i was in debate. LOL. in secondary school. felicia, tashvinni, changzhi. WOAH. my first debate and i got best speaker. *GRINS* :Danw, addicted to the new Jay songs. super duper nice i tell you. thanks to deareast bobby bro for sending me the songs. super duper nice. and samson send me a nice song: Cry on my shoulder. damn nice too can. the lyrics are very meaningful. OMGOSH. super! i shall post the lyrics below. (: HAHA. cos i want to share it with you all. its a damn nice song i tell you. brings me back to many past memories and promises made by people. sometimes just feel that life is like a song. it can be happy, sad. so many mixed feelings depicted in a song. (: so sentimental at times and yet so loud and it uplifts your spirit at times, the lyrics of the song being able to affect your mood. so true. :DHAHA. enough of my crap.so i shall with a nice song lyric. :D enjoy!CRY ON MY SHOULDERIf the hero, never comes to youIf you need someone, you're feeling blueIf you wait for love, and you're aloneIf you call your friends, nobody's homeYou can rum away, but you can't hideThrough a storm and through a lonely nightThen I'll show you there's a destinyThe best things in life, they are free(Chorus)But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulderIf you need someone, who cares for youIf you're feeling sad, your heart gets colderYes I show you what real love can doIf your sky is grey oh let me knowThere's a place in heaven, where we'll goIf heaven is, a million years awayOh just call me and I'll make your dayWhen the nights are getting cold and blueWhen the days are getting hard for youI will always stay by your sideI promise you, I'll never hide(Chorusx2) Blogged With Love, Yours Truly {♥}
Monday, November 19, 2007 ; 1:37 PM {♥}
currently like Jay's new song: 彩虹. damn nice lyrics. GOSH. 3 cheers to his new song <3彩虹 - JAY哪裡有彩虹告訴我 能不能把我的願望還給我 為什麼天這麼安靜 所有的雲都跑到我這裡
有沒有口罩一個給我 釋懷說了太多就成真不了 也許時間是一種解藥 也是我現在正服下的毒藥 看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著 你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到 沒有地球 太陽還是會繞 沒有理由 我也能自己走
你要離開 我知道很簡單 你說依賴 是我們的阻礙 就算放開 但能不能別沒收我的愛 當作我最後才明白
看不見你的笑要我怎麼睡得著 你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到 沒有地球太陽還是會繞 會繞 沒有理由我也能自己走掉 釋懷說了太多就成真不了 也許時間是一種解藥 解藥 也是我現在正服下的毒藥 Blogged With Love, Yours Truly {♥}
FEI NI MO SHUTANK懂得让我微笑的人再没有谁比你有天份轻易闯进我的心门明天的美梦你完成整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头每颗渺小星球全都绕着你走爱我非你莫属我只愿守护由你给我的幸福爱我非你莫属也许会笑着哭但那人是你所以不怕苦懂得让我流泪的人给的感动一定是最深在我心中留下伤痕你同时点亮了星辰整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头每颗渺小星球全都绕着你走爱我非你莫属我只愿守护由你给我的幸福爱我非你莫属也许会笑着哭但那人是你所以不怕苦看那麽多相遇偏偏只和你天造地设般产生奇迹哦我心的缝隙我想除了你任谁也无法填补这空虚lalala. above is a nice song. <3 Blogged With Love, Yours Truly {♥}
Friday, November 16, 2007 ; 2:41 PM {♥}
HELLO~! im now at novena square with samson. (:
HAHA
cant believe im so sick and tired of school. my eyebags are getting heavier and heavier. SIAN-SATIONS. ):
if only i could go away on a relaxing holiday and not care about a tiny little thing in the world, happening around me, HOW NICE. (:
so bored. that SAMSON is so itchy hand. interrupting my blogging. SHOO. =P
im now at kfc slacking my ass away! ROARS~ boring life im having!
anw, going off now.
SIANSATIONS ONCE AGAIN. ):
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007 ; 10:02 AM {♥}

hahha. posted a picture of myself.
BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER.
what does beauty mean to different people?
take for example, TATTOOS.
some people think its an art. some people think it's wrong.
and why?
guess there are many factors. but i think today's culture problem is quie interesting.
ytd talking to samson on the phone and i said that particular sentence! LOL.
so coincidence luhh!
anw, today is so boring.
later meeting tsing xiu to go buy things.
maybe going plaza sing find samson after that.
so tired.
YAWNS~!
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ; 4:34 PM {♥}
YAY. new blogskin. simple and so so me. :Dloves*SAMSON!
see. i type your name here. cos you asked me too. (:
HHAHA. and i DONT owe you anything! =P
okay lahh. shan't be mean.
you are my BBBBBF. LOL.
=x
BestBestBestBestBest Friend.
<3
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Sunday, November 11, 2007 ; 9:25 PM {♥}
hey all. im updating now and today.
im feeling quite upset.
i believe some of you might have already known what happened.
family problems. actually it's just between me and my dad.
im so filled with anger and discouragement.
my heart feels so heavy. with all the hurts that he's done to me.
maybe i've done something wrong at some point of my life but i believe, there is a right way to handle every single thing. not by lying. and using someone's life to LIE and make me go home early. im not upset about you wanting me to be home early or that you are concerned for my safety. but you've got to understand that by lying it is not a good thing. telling me my brother has a HEART ATTACK. are you out of your mind?!? i was scared out of my wits. ask people who were there! i cried like shit. and in the end, all you told me was: "if i didn't make it sound serious, would you have gone home early??"
you think you can just use any silly dumb excuse on me??! what if it really happens the next time, and i will go: OH! THE OTHER TIME YOU WERE LYING. so you should be lying now too.
some things should be handled the correct way. you've hurt me.
but i kept quiet.
i dont see a father figure at home. i really dont.
and worst thing is that you said it in front of my friends!
can you imagine what my friends will think of me and you?! why would i have such a dad to resort to such thinking! GOODNESS GRACIOUS! frankly speaking. im ashamed to tell people you're my dad after what you said last night. )): at home, when i look at you, i dont see a father. but instead, i see someone who thinks he is right ALL THE TIME, doing things in his own way, not caring about the things he say, even if it hurts people, a stubborn guy who doesn't take into consideration the feelings of his own flesh and blood daughter.
i do not want this kind of life! im sick and tired of all this kind if attitude in you!
):
oh God, release forgiveness from me.
i tend to compare but i can't help it. ):
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Thursday, November 08, 2007 ; 9:12 PM {♥}

my fringe is damn short now! ROAR!
i ask the lady cut slant and she go cut until like damn damn short.
and i told her shortest until eyebrow and she cut above the eyebrow!
生气~! roar!
anyway, im sick. having fever.
and i went for youth camp trial this morning.
felt feverish halfway. i know i will be healed.
thanks dearest family for your concern.
the trial was okay. felt the games were fun!
cos this year, the games really help us to understand ourselves more.
we know of our own strength and weaknesses. :D
ytd night, met bobby and henzy for dinner. go vivo rooftop slack.
so many couple. and we 3 like damn LIGHTBULB~
hahaha. (: but nvm. we still sat there, eating ice cream.
the ice cream is nice! yums!
im gonna go there eat again! quite cheap and nice. :D
thank you henzy for the intro.
actually after that, want to eat prata de, but my dad was screaming.
so had to ZOOM ZOOM home.
guess i shall end here for today. feeling super weak and sleepy now.
keep me in prayers. :D
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007 ; 2:47 PM {♥}
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN BRO!
today is melvin's birthday! old liao ah bro. know you for so long. can see you growing strong and stable in God. know that you are loved and brought into this world by God on this special day! :D
okays. im stoning at home today. (: HAHHA. really nothing to do. i like this font i think. its very nice when you use it to blog. im really broke now. pathetic right? haiis. always no money. im so ke lian! but i dont seek pity or sympathy. i doubt anyone would sympathise with me also. LOL.
i received this very touching e-mail. from my church friends. :D about this little baby girl who is very very premature. only 24 weeks in the womb. yet, she still managed to survive. want to know why? tell me and i'll send the e-mail to you. i bet you wont regret reading it.
and thanks to henzy bro for sending me the weekly wisdoms. i think its really useful. i subscribed for it. (: HAHA. it really is such an encouragement to know that you have people who care for you. :D i love being appreciated and cared for. at least i know im not alone.
Jesus, i surrender all...
i'll walk with You in my heart...
thank You God.
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Monday, November 05, 2007 ; 2:31 PM {♥}
today is the first day of my one week holiday. SO HAPPY ITS THE HOLIDAYS. dread going to school. (: yesterday was really glad cos its sunday. i do know that people around me do care for me. and i need to realise that. (:thank God for the spiritual family. they all mean so much to me. each and everyone of them. yesterday talked about a lot of things to them. really felt that their advices and encouragement means so much to me. value each and everyone of them loads. (: without them, i think i would have just died at the lowest point of my life. thank God for felicia, tsing xiu, ivan, bobby, melvin, henzy, huiyu, isabella. jessica. :D most of the people i've stated have watched me grow from becoming the small gong gong girl to who i am today although still gong and blur but IM IMPROVING OKAY! (: each and everyone has added colours to my life. through them, i see God's love for me. i see exactly how wants to tell me He loves me and he will never leave nor forsake me. thank God for all of them once again. i do not know how to tell them exactly i really appreciate them a lot. but just want to say a ery BIG BIG BIG thank you to each and everyone of them for making my life complete. (:feeling so blessed and loved with all of them walking this journey with me. <3 Blogged With Love, Yours Truly {♥}
Saturday, November 03, 2007 ; 10:29 AM {♥}
hey people! HAHHA. ytd didn't blog cos nothing much i could talk about ytd. went cell. before that at school. wad else can i say?
to those having exams:
JIA YOU!
especially my dear sisters - huiyu, joadine, sijia (exams coming up)
finish this race strong and victorious okay? LOVE YOU ALL! <3
HAHHA.
those photos below are those that i took for this whole week. (: which is a lot. met up with so many people. see the photos and you'll know. suddenly so many people want to date me. HAHA. unfortunately, i have to turn down some. im too busy! I CANT POSSIBLE MAKE TIME FOR EVERYONE! roars~ so please understand my schedule. i need some time to myself also wad!
anw, past few days had fun. especially when meeting up with long lost friendsand my besties! being with the spiritual family just brings me so much joy!
JOADINE, HUIYU! EXAMS FINISH LE, DATE ME OUT OKAY!
had been spending quite a lot of time with jessica sis!SO NICE. also with henzy and bobby! (:
SO FUN LAHH. wad can i say. time spent with family is always fun and i never want it to end. HAHAH. sunday is coming and im doing hospitality. HAHA. looking forward to sunday! this week's sermon is about wisdom and intelligence! and i definitely need that! so i wont be so gullible! *pouts*
God! i dont wan2 be slow slow and blur blur like a snail and sotong respectively! i wan2 be intelligent! HAHAH. okay. i going out soon! SMS ME OKAY! cos i'll be bored today!
love you all!
BYES~!
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Thursday, November 01, 2007 ; 8:28 PM {♥}
i need God's touch.
i need affirmation from God.
How long has it been since i've heard someone tell me I APPRECIATE YOU.
i just need a I LOVE YOU from God. i need to let God's love fill me once again.
is this the reason why i feel so empty? is this the reason why i find significance in friends?
i think so.
God, i need to feel you again.
i really fear to be alone. standing there. with no one to lean on.
without You, i really dont know what to do.
i want You to be glad that im like a lost sheep coming home to Your arms again.
i dont wan2 be alone. i cannot imagine myself standing there not being able to feel Your presence.
I NEED TO FEEL GOD'S LOVE AGAIN.
i just need affirmation and presence of God.
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