crap.
i wan2 know whats my class. i hope the people are nice man! RAHH!
im so excited for school to start. heh. (:

have fun people. (:
loves,
adeline

its raining. (:
such a nice weather to slp.

sometimes i think im too paranoid. LOL. cant stand it lahh! i really think i need to stop being so sensitive of the things around me. i have to learn to trust people around me. if not very hard to build relationships eh?

actually got pictures taken over the past few days. but im just plain lazy to post them all up. zzz. guess i shall just end with a picture of myself. (: HAHAH.

love,
adeline.

当世界 不知不觉的变了；

有时候 我怀念以前的我；

作的梦虽然远远的，

想象是一种快乐。

YAY. new blogskin. the colours are a bit dull. but nvm. i like the layout and everything. very neat. I LIKE~ anw, comment on it on my tagboard.
if its nice, say its nice.
honest & constructive comments are most certainly welcome (:

oooh yes. i've gotten my posb card. HURRAY! (: haha. die~ the problem now is controlling the money. oh no. HAHA. but i know God will help me. dont buy things i want, but buy things i need! thats what i've been constantly telling myself, but sigh.. to no avail. oh wells. lets just see how it goes. (: and anw, because im below 21, the rule of: having to have minimum $500 in my account does NOT stand. :D hehe..

so in short, I DONT WANT TO TURN 21! lol. (:
den i can spend all i want. hehe.. no lahh.. people, dont get me wrong! im trying to save okay! (:
will update again soon!

bye all.
have a blessed week.
with love,
adeline (:

everything is back to normal.
im so glad and feel so at ease now. (:

truly, when we learn to surrender to Him, He will bless and this is really my own testimony of how God has blessed. it's really a miracle. (: God never fails and He's ALWAYS faithful to me. because i know He is my hope and my strength. (:

thanks to all who has been there for me. i really thank God for each one of you! i dont know how to express my gratitude and i do not know how to convey the message of how i appreciate each one of you, but i know that God sees my thankful heart. :D

super duper special thanks to ej, julee, ivan, henzy, huiyu and guoqiang. they are the ones who've really shown me that im not alone. (: without them, i wouldn't be where i am today. and of course, others whom i've not forgotten who also helped me through this tough time in my life. truly, from the bottom of my heart, heartfelt thanks to each and everyone of you! (:

each of your presence in my life truly makes a difference in who i am today.

oh yes. and i've gotten my pay! (:
huiyu sis, lets go shopping!
mango top mango top!!!!! hahaha. :D

henzy brother just borrowed me a book. and i read it like quite immediately after i reached home.

there was this chapter about getting even. when we are being mistreated, need not be in a very serious case or getting abused, but just small little things like, getting picked on in school or even at home, when parents are bias, how do we react? do we try to GET EVEN like what the title states? or do we still thank God that He is with us even thought we are faced with persecutions and going through the toughest times in our lives?

when God is with us, nothing can be against us. :D and this chapter of the book really encouraged me! because i know a God who is faithful and loving and forgiving. so i want to be just like Jesus, to be able to love, have faith, and be forgiving to people who have delibrately mistreated me or maybe not on purpose but people whom i thought have mistreated me.

Jesus was being mistreated too, but He chose to forgive even when He was hanging on the cross. (: i think my greatest blessing for these past few years as a christian is that God has always been faithful to me. even when i lost hope, He never gave up on me. and i want to hold on so closely and tightly to this relationship with God. i'll never let it go! :D

when God is on our side, we will NEVER have to fight the battle alone! God has promised us that when trouble arise, He will defend us! but at the same time, let us also come before God with a broken and contrite heart, cry out to Him, and give Him praise.

let this be my prayer for now:
Lord, i know that people sometimes act without thinking. But, Lord, even when they do delibrately mistreat me, i want to ALWAYS be WILLING to forgive - just like Jesus.
AMEN.

what have i ever done to show you that i never ever regard you as my mum?
since i stepped home last night, i've never said anything that you might find unpleasant or i have not done anything that you might find displeasing. so what is it? can someone just crack my head open and put answers into it!?

just because you are in a foul mood, you come and vent your anger on me. you think it's fair? im a teenager!! i repeat, IM A TEENAGER. im not a small kid anymore. you cannot keep using the same methods to make me listen, to make me your good girl. it's not gonna work!

i just feel so insignificant at home. and the person whom i thought understood me most, could listen to me, could be the one that would be there for me, would be more than willing to comfort and lend me that pair of listening ears, but i finally see how insignificant i can be.

the only person who i know who values me, cares for me, finds me significant, loves me WITHOUT condition - unconditionally - is God. people might tell you: "hey, you are special to me. you mean so much to me." but ultimately, do they really mean it? do they really live out what they say? is it just words that they say to make you happy? or do they say what they mean&mean what they say?

im just so disappointed.
is it gonna be like this all the time? i've had enough. i've really had enough.
although i dont really show out how hurt, how depressed, how sad i am, it doesn't mean im okay. i just choose to be brave, comforting myself, telling myself that things will be better. but as i say that each time, i wonder why, i dont have that much faith as before. when i don't voice it out, it doesn't mean my view is the same as yours. i just choose not to let you be upset and i choose to just keep quiet .

when is this gonna end?
O God, i just want to surrender. ):

HOHOHO!
SUNDAY IS TODAY! (:
which also means, payday is getting nearer!!!!!!!! HAHAH.
today's msg was wonderful. just thinking why i never go for altar call. maybe im afraid. but i dont know what's holding me back. actually i think i know, but i just keep denying it to make myself feel better. yup. anw, whats over is over. nvm about what happened.

there was this weird lady at expo mrt this afternoon, scolding the mrt track. (: HAHA. den me, karen, guoqiang and karen's friend were like looking and looking. the lady looked normal intially, but when she start scolding, gosh. really was weird. never judge a book by its cover. how true indeed. LOL. (: anw, many people were staring. but it's not very nice lahh. keep staring. really see the world so in need of God. really through this, feel that so many people out there, are so poor in spirit. im pressing on in prayer, believing for transformation of hearts to happen! :D and i know, by faith, it's gonna happen lahh! (:

what can i say?
and what can i do?
but offer this heart, O God,
completely to You.

IM SUPER HAPPY TODAY!
1 hour of prayer was shiok shiok! WHOOTS.
and after that, went to eat with karen and guoqiang! been spending time a lot with karen sister lahh! (: I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST KAREN&GUOQIANG! <3<3<3>

to whom it may concern: THANKYOU SINCERELY FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE IN MY LIFE. (: I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU A LOT. THANKS FOR BELIEVING IN ME AND MAKING MY LIFE SO MUCH MORE MEANINGFUL. (: THANKYOU FOR SHARING MY JOYS WITH ME. EVEN WHEN NO ONE WAS THERE FOR ME, I KNOW YOU WERE. SECRETLY SUPPORTING ME AND HELPING ME IN ANY WAY POSSIBLE. (: THANKYOU SO MUCH. :D


just feel that there are people who really care and love me. (: i really thank God for my parents. its only now when i realise, they love me so much. the extent they are willing to go just for me. (:


I LOVE THEM <3>
with God, my life is so exciting! PRAISE GOD!!


ADELINE IS A HAPPY GIRL!!! :D

Blogged With Love, Yours Truly {♥}

im here to blog. :D
anw, not in the best of mood right now. well.. cos some things happened. SHIT HAPPENS. lol. henzy always likes to say this (: SHIT HAPPENS SHIT HAPPENS. yeahh. so there's nothing i can do about it.

nowadays, its always the same problems i worry about. a while it's okay, a while it's chaotic. oh wells. guess this is just part of life. something i have to go through. there's a price to pay for everything. this i know.

when you gain smth, you lose smth. how true. i've experienced it. or should i say, gonna experience it soon? keep telling myself not to think this way. but the way things are going, i cant help but think about it.

nvm. forget all the shit stuff. lets move on. (:

ended work on friday. how glad. just felt so lifted up from all the work, papers, invoices, printer, fax machine. GAHH! i seriously just was like super happy when i ended work. i was like going around telling people how glad i am to end work! woohoo! just wanting to share my happiness. :D i think im just going to wait for my salary for now. LOL. then, maybe i'll go save up and leave the rest for my own things. :D haha. had it all planned so at least i have some savings. if not, i'll be declared bankrupt sooner or later. and im super happy cos im gonna get like a POSB card. LOL. yay!

this is the time when i realise how good my parents are. although i do find them irritating at times, flaring up at them, but ultimately, i know they want the best for me. whose parents will want to harm their own kids? (:

despite many unhappy events, but still thanking God cos i know He still cares. He's holding me in His arms. (:

说你爱我
说你要我
说你永远不离开我
你难道无法再爱
爱爱 爱爱 爱爱
爱爱爱我吗？




whispering sweet nothings to me like no one ever has.

HELLO :D
yay! tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!tmr is last day of work!

SUPER DUPER HAPPY CAN! anw, im in a good mood!

KAREN: thankyou for being there for the past 2 weeks. appreciate you a lot!!! BOYFRIEND LOVES GIRLFRIEND. shh.. our secret lahh! :D i love you so much sister! we've really become closer! and i believe it's God's plan! :D

shall post a pic of karen on my blog (: she's gonna kill me when she sees her unglam picture. :D HAHA. playing hp game during work! HORHOR!

IM SUPER HAPPY!
IM A HAPPY PIGGY TODAY!

nothing's gonna bring me down down down... WOOHOO!

KARMA.
does what goes around, really comes around?
*shrugs*

WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK.
sitting here all day, staring at the computer screen, typing P/Os, faxing things, photocopying things. sian man~!

ADELINE JIA YOU!!!!
after this, go shopping, play like mad!!!! YAY!
no more work after this!!!!!!!

MONEY MONEY MONEY~
come to me pls!!! :D

i want back those fun fun times.
never ending laughter;
non stop crappy jokes;
everlasting friendships.
why do things seem to come and go so easily?

when was the last time i truely felt secure, carefree & joy?
think it was like.. super long ago..

but yet i know, people cant give me all these. maybe they can. but not the kind that im in search for. only one person can.

thank you God. (:

GUOQIANG. why you cut your hair?!? ROARS~!

anw, went for TRYBE in the morning, venue: at huayi sec. (: super fun can!!!!! my first time there as a volunteer. enjoyed myself a lot. made a lot of new friends!!! HAHA. and i tell you all smth funny. smth that made my day. there's this girl i know from huayi sec. she's in the class im facilitating in (: she suddenly came up to me and said this: "jiejie, you very chio."

i was like stunned!! dont know how to answer. i was happy, indeed. but im sure im not chio until will got people come up to me and say that. LOL. quite amazing. think it's God wanting to affirm me! :D YAY! also, she and her grp of friends called me jiejie. which made me feel more welcomed and more blessed to have them in the class, as students whom i help out. i know somehow, by going to them, taking initiative to help them, they are being blessed. :D that's what i want to see as i serve in TRYBE! to see myself being a blessing! AMEN! i think God is just so good!!!!! He has created many many chances for me! and i really thank Daddy for that!!!! :D Great is the Father's love for me (:

anw, her grp of friends are nice. got some of their contacts. LOL. (: so hope to catch up with them someday. haha. im gonna serve in TRYBE more!!! HURRAY!

i really enjoyed myself today :D
i want to share my happiness with people!!! HURRAHHH!!!!!!!! :D
written with lots of love and happiness,
adeline (:

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