Friday, May 16, 2008 ; 10:32 PM {♥}
HAIIS.
feeling very sad. should i or should i not?
will i be happy if i continue lying to myself just because i want to feel contented? i think it's such a great sin lahh! lying to other people bad enough, still lie to ownself? HOW CAN! )):
worrying about the same thing everyday, but nothing much change. i admit, it takes 2 hands to clap. but, everyone naturally will stand up for what they think is right.
why do i feel so insecure? why do i feel like i keep questioning everyday: who am i to you? do i matter to you? HAIIS.
i dont want this to be a mistake but....... x( argh. i dont want to think, but how can i not? everyday, you are the one that keeps popping up in my head. yet you dont know it. do you really appreciate me? you matter a lot to me, but what about me? do you feel the same way? i can do many things for you, thats what i am willing to do, but are you willing to do the same?
weiwei said: you deserve someone who love you better than you love him.
haiyahh. duno lahh. lets just see what happens then. but i am looking quite forward to my TAU HU HUGG AH WEIWEI! :D
loves,
adeline ((:
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