duno why also.

isit all considered a memory/status? why is reality so cruel? why isit i feel this way each time im alone? ): do you still care? many sms-es but no reply. what do you consider this then? if all i do s try so hard, but you just dont open yourself to me? why am i trying so hard but it seems like you cant feel anything? dont you think i've done enough? no matter how tired i feel, i still meet you. no matter how much i tell myself that i will try to not miss you, i cant help it. each time i think of you, all i think of are the fond memories e shared. its been so longg. but why do i feel like i still dont understand what is going on in that brain of yours? do i still exist? or am i just another person who pass by your life and go away? many questions, little answers. ): i dont want it to be a memory or a status or name, like what people say. i know miracles and fairytales do come through. scold me an idiotic 3 yr old kid, tell me im stupid; i dont care! all i want to know is do i still matter to you? i duno how much longer can i hold on to those promises you made. but i know that what's left is a thin thread hanging in midair & that's where i am. ):

IGNORE THOSE PINKISH WORDS AT THE TOP. IM SORRYYY.

anw, was bored just now and played scrabble with my brother. guess whether i won. SO IRRITATING CAN! ):

AIYAHH!

nehmind. duno why i lose anw! im not suppose to! LOL. nehmind. anw, will update soooooooon! watch out for my next post people. <3

much love from me!

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