Sunday, June 29, 2008 ; 11:33 PM {♥}
how come i feel so neglected suddenly?
did we ever started off seriously? have you ever treated me seriously? or was i just a replacement/substitute(whatever you call it). endless calls with no answers; many sms-es, little replies. i just dont feel like i deserve all this after all that i've put in.
突然觉得好寂寞哦。
this is not what i want. have you ever wondered, what if im not in your life anymore? aren't you ever afraid that i wont be there for you anymore? wont you be afraid that i wont be part of your future anymore? what is it you want?
you told me never to go find you anymore. i stopped. you told me to lessen those calls/sms-es. and i did. i really did. i tried... at least.
im sick but did you ever called to ask how am i? why isit that other can come tell me to take care, drink more water, but not you? i gave you chances. its been so long. but still.. its heading nowhere. i really dont see where this whole thing is heading to. i feel super neglected. )=
haiis. )= i just want to vent it out all on my blog. hoping that i would feel better. but i dont think it helps. why isit that the person i want to see, doesn't appear before me. if only i had magic.. POOF. den i can see you whenever i want.
I FEEL SUPER NEGLECTED EVEN AFTER RECEIVING YOUR CALL. )=
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