Sunday, July 13, 2008 ; 7:14 PM {♥}
okay okay readers and to all my dear friends. im still feeling very upset and stuff. but yeahh. really thanks for all your concern.
let me be crying for a few days and i'll be okay. i promise! x)
i know you people care but its just so hard for me to let go. it is already too late. with you being sweet and nice, replying my sms only after this, the more difficult it is for me to let go. just looking at your picture, makes those memories flood together. i used to look forward to the 22nd of every month. but now.. i dread it. makes me so upset. )=
images of you every where; in my handphone, psp, laptop. even in my mind. when im alone, i just think and think. i try to occupy myself with things but it doesn't work. no need to feel sorry. no point feeling sorry now. why not feel sorry when things are still working out? what i gave you was a lot more than what you had to offer me. maybe i wasn't attentive enough towards you, maybe i wasn't caring enough, maybe i didn't try hard enough to be someone you would love. but all i know is that i put in my best effort. no matter what people say, i stood by how i felt. i stayed strong. even though it went on for a few months, but i knew i cannot give up easily. i knew they were wrong and i wanted to prove them wrong.
im so weak now. puffy and swollen eyes.
for you♥
i miss and love you. always.
let me be crying for a few days and i'll be okay. i promise! x)
i know you people care but its just so hard for me to let go. it is already too late. with you being sweet and nice, replying my sms only after this, the more difficult it is for me to let go. just looking at your picture, makes those memories flood together. i used to look forward to the 22nd of every month. but now.. i dread it. makes me so upset. )=
images of you every where; in my handphone, psp, laptop. even in my mind. when im alone, i just think and think. i try to occupy myself with things but it doesn't work. no need to feel sorry. no point feeling sorry now. why not feel sorry when things are still working out? what i gave you was a lot more than what you had to offer me. maybe i wasn't attentive enough towards you, maybe i wasn't caring enough, maybe i didn't try hard enough to be someone you would love. but all i know is that i put in my best effort. no matter what people say, i stood by how i felt. i stayed strong. even though it went on for a few months, but i knew i cannot give up easily. i knew they were wrong and i wanted to prove them wrong.
im so weak now. puffy and swollen eyes.
for you♥
i miss and love you. always.
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