joyce looks like she doesn't have eyes =x
i look ugly in the rest. my face makes me want to die from laughing! lmaooo!!!!!
okay. suddenly thought of something to blog. got inspiration. how sensitive are we to other people's feelings? i admit because of my straight-forwardness, i tend to neglect other people's feelings. but i will make an effort to want to change. it's hard to change your character. something you've had inside you for like.. dont know how many years. so pardon me if i've even offended anyone of you with my straight-forward attitude. and for those who've accepted me like this, i thank all of you. with deepest and sincerest gratitude (:
my character can be irritating at times. this i know, have got feedbacks countless times. but just to let you all know, i believe im someone who is always making an effort to express how i feel. im trying to be as transparent as i can in front of everyone. to not hide anything from anyone, depending on who the person is lah. obviously if you're closer to me, i'll tell you more things. but if you're just average friend, den i can only be open to you to a certain extent. i might be a jerk, a pain in the ass at times, but know that im sincere. im really true and sincere in the things i say. what i mean is... i mean what i say and i say what i mean (when im serious). when im in a joking mood, of course i will talk crap lahh. but this depends on who would want to listen to me talk crap. and the only people who are willing to do that are girlfriends and dearest. ): they are the only ones i can confide in. and no one else.
im trying to stop being a bitch and be irritating. i cannot expect the environment to change for me. i have to change for the environment. so that i suit the atmosphere, the people and not the other way round. i seriously think im a jerk sometimes. A PAIN IN THE ASS.
what to do? i've got people trying to piss me off. but because of my optimistic character, unfortunately, their plan didn't seem to work. (: and no worries people. just some random thoughts. im not sad or anything. and no one pissed me off. cos who is able to? (: im always the optimistic adeline you all know. even if im sad, i wont tell anyone. i'll be happy on the surface because i believe when people look at me, thats how they'll feel (:
i hope that everyone who is reading this would think through similar situations and hopefully be motivated by what i say. its not easy to be happy, but if you put your mind to it, its possible (: