Sunday, October 19, 2008 ; 8:14 PM {♥}
its amazing how a person's words can impact me so much.
i admit im emotional, im very alert to the things people say when i think it makes sense. (:
but never would i think i would talk about such things again! (:
THANKYOU CHARLES (:
i know i can never run away from Your blessings. i can choose to reject! i can choose to say, "NO! i dont want what you have for me. i prefer other things!". but i know i can never run away from Your blessings, because You have already chosen to bless me, You have already chosen to love me, sending Jesus to die on the cross. all these i know, but yet, at times, i run away; in fact, i choose to.
im not blaming anyone, no. definitely not. i believe this is a stage where i learn to grow even stronger, even more, knowing that You were always there and You will never leave nor forsake me (: it is because You value me more than anything in the world; even the one You sent, simply because You made Him die for us. why isn't it me? simply because You wanted to show me how much you loved me, how much i mean to You (:
thankyou God, for loving me.
thankyou God, for letting me know that You were always there even when im falling.
my greatest gift and gratitude in my life is to know You.
simply because i know that, when i have no one to turn to, when i think nobody can be there to catch me after a huge fall, when i see that everyone goes against me, I KNOW I HAVE YOU. YOU WHO LOVES ME MORE THAN WORDS COULD EXPRESS. YOU WHO LOVE ME THROUGH ACTIONS! :D
seriously, i cannot imagine anything worse than simply just not knowing You, not being able to feel Your love. and really true when they say: God gives and loves, unconditionally (: no strings attached! (: how amazing. only when you truly experience this God, will you believe what im saying!
at the lowest point of my life, people who came to cheer me up, people who told me they love me, they care for me, and that i shouldn't give up, is all i believe, God sent! God made me who i am. if people cannot accept me like this, means they cannot accept God. because im God's creation. God has plans for me way before i was born!
God will never shortchange me! (: He wants me to change for the better. i will learn to give thanks even in bad circumstances, even when things dont go my way, because i believe God is always with me (:
GIVE THANKS!!!
:D
with love,
adeline (:
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