Tuesday, November 04, 2008 ; 12:02 AM {♥}
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it shouldn't be like this.
please let it NOT be what i think it is.
i think too much? really?
but if i dont, i would never learn to be sensitive to the feelings of others.
if i dont think, i wouldn't ask.
if i do not ask, i wouldn't know what people around me would be thinking.
im disappointed.
with myself; really.
even though i knew it would be like this, i still go..
oh no.
please let it NOT be what i think it is.
i think too much? really?
but if i dont, i would never learn to be sensitive to the feelings of others.
if i dont think, i wouldn't ask.
if i do not ask, i wouldn't know what people around me would be thinking.
im disappointed.
with myself; really.
even though i knew it would be like this, i still go..
oh no.
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i thought i could handle. but hell no.
i thought i could forget. but no.
i thought i was strong and optimistic. but well. not totally now.
your words were etched in my mind.
so little you said but huge was the impact.
oh well. its what i am here for.
i must be strong and i will be (:
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