BY2 video. i love this song (:
so, enjoy the video okay! :D
BY2 - 好好爱
LYRICS:
能不能好好爱我 手牵手一起走
不管时间多久 都要在同一国
隐藏版快乐天空 我分你 咬一口
只想和你一起 到永久
我喜欢收集微笑没有原因
这世界本来就没有个道理
寂寞它跟我从来没有联络
是非题 选择题 或放弃
做决定向左向右需要勇气
也可以做个闹钟全部归零
反正我花不完的就是年轻
对不对 好不好 没关系
而我最想一起的就是你
:D
dont know who i heard this from, but if im not wrong, tsing xiu said this to me. and now i truely understand (:
"Life is too short. i cannot afford to dislike/hate people."
i must learn to love even in the most difficult situations and even if people dont deserve my love (: cos thats what love is about. loving people who might be unlovable (:
i've learnt. and now i know (:
life is really short. in a blink, 18 years just go pass before my very eyes. so, i have to live life to the fullest! YAY! :D
i know you all want to see my hongkong holiday-ing post right. SO HERE IT IS NOW.
today, im gonna set a theme. makes it easier. and today's theme is DISNEYLAND (:
so pictures today will be all about what we do at disneyland okay! (: HAHA.
it saves my time of picking which photos to put (:
FAMILY PHOTO (:
with the ultra cute donald duck and daisy :D i look sucky but who cares. thats not the point (:
FOOD
SCENERY (:
TARZAN'S TREEHOUSE
LION KING PERFORMANCE (:
PRINCESS PERFORMANCE
this is the damn super fun game lahhh~ OMG OMG. i want to go back hongkong and play this game!!! ITS A SHOOTING GAME BUT BOYS AND GIRLS WILL LOVE IT! because i do!!! (:
BYEBYE :D
love,
adeline
HAHA. show you all something. YIYING IS SUPER SWEEEET LIKE HELL. (:
adeline
you guys never fail to make my day!
i felt sad, and you were my sunshine!
yiying!!! thanks for encouraging and always giving me advices. helping me to turn situations around & telling me things are maybe not what they seem (: i learnt to be even more positive through you! (:
doris! thanks for always being there. i'll be true and real before you cos you like the genuine me. and i know you can accept my flaws as it is (: thankyou my dear! FOR EVERYTHING. you rockk my world girlfriend! :D
i've never felt so discouraged and so un-motivated in my life before.
im feeling lonely. OH GOD.
loneliness. something i always feared.
if you know me well enough, you would know besides pests that im afraid of, the next thing would be having to be alone. that is one thing i all along am scared of.
i dont like it when im left alone. ):
i cannot find anyone.
ROAR.
i .. i..
im helpless. yes. i am.
我不行了。
真的不行了。
累坏了。
D:
i want to give up already. but i cannot. the more i hold on, the more tired i feel. i want to let go, but the moment i do, i dont feel safe at all. it's like... there's nothing i can use to motivate myself. everything i do, seems meaningless. the more i hold on, the more pain i feel. when i have it, i hold on tight to it cos im thankful it's with me right now.
the moment i let go, i hold on tight to it cos im thankful for the memories. ): i dont know what i want. im at a loss now. first time i feel the need to want to talk to someone. first time i feel so useless and helpless until like that. how how how?
i always tell people, i can sad, i can angry. whatever. but how does it help me to change the situation i am in now? it doesn't. its either you do something about it. or just ignore it. and i am someone who chooses to ignore and let the hurt eat me up further until what is left is nothing. sounds cruel? no. when nothing is left, i wake up and find myself refreshed. with a pool of water, left to evaporate.
i cry, i throw tantrum. thats just part of me showing my true self with regards to my emotions. im feeling so tired alrdy. im trying to be at my best. i smile, i laugh, i tell jokes. REALly? nowadays, my jokes are not funny anymore. no one laugh. no one says im lame.
im silly. in a stupid way. not funny way.
should i or not?
im such an idiot. i hate myself
fking idiot.
i want to run away. FAR AWAY.
and i warn you.
dont come and find me.
:D
deep inside, i know it.
i know im feeling this way.
but somehow, something's stopping me from saying it.
maybe because i dont want to blow up things.
make a mountain out of a mole hole.
but im fine like this. really its okay! (:
i can learn to be strong!
i can make it happy if i really want to.
solution; ignore and move on. :D
i dont want to be so silly. but i have to.
silly me.
life motto: live life to the fullest; ignoring and moving on (:
i choose to ignore because...
reasons are for myself to know (: shall not blog it out.
HEY ALL!
im back with pictures!! (: got miss me ma! HAHAH. i know you all did. okay! i’ve got tons of pictures to post but pleaseeee let it load okay! sorry if its laggy! im not posting up ALL of the pictures. just those that i currently have now. i’ll post the rest up next time. HONGKONG TRIP was okayy.. not as good as i thought but it was still enjoyable. and hor, through this trip, i really got to know my cousin much more lorr! she’s only 10 and she’s like super mature for her age! HAHA. den the whole journey, my 2 cousins keep sticking to me. LOL! so cute.
HAHA. see. they cute right. RACHEL (beside me) is 妹妹. we all call her 妹妹. HAHA. cos she’s the youngest there. same age as Asher but 2 months younger. (: on the left is REGINA! ya. she’s the 10 year old cousin i was talking about. we bonded so much lahh and there’s BBQ this sunday! i excited leh! first time i so excited for family event/gathering!!! (: cos i want to see them =x HAHA.
HAPPY BELATED YIYNG AND DORIS!
better type it down before i forget =x HAHA. okay! back to my HK trip. our flight was 9 in the morning. by the time wait and wait, take aeroplane and stuff, we reach there around late afternoon le. (: and plane food is nice! i show your. they even gave haagen daz ice-cream for dessert okay! (: haha. next time, can consider taking CATHAY PACIFIC. good service and delicious food! :D HAHA.
below is a picture of the set lunch that was given. i finished everything lorr! HAHA. cos it was really very nice. and the main course was fish with potato in duno what sauce lahh! but very yummy! TWO-THUMBS UP! (:
HAHA. looks nice right?! DONT DROOL HOR.! haha. so when we reach there, ate dinner. cos reach there going dinner le. i mean after checking in hotel and everything, wait and wait. DINNER TIME. we went to a nearby cafe, HONGKONG people call it 茶餐厅 (: we went to one which is near our hotel. ordered so much lorr –.- but i only took pictures of 2 dishes which i thought was nice. i mean its to my liking lahh.
PORK CHOP BAKED RICE
SEAFOOD BAKED RICE
their baked rice super nice leh! dont know why also =x HAHA. and their drink: YUAN YANG (coffee + milk tea) is nice also lorr! SINGAPORE THE YUAN YANG IS CANNOT COMPARE ONE. to me lahh~ i think its super nice lorr! (: HAHA. but no picture. LOL!
after dinner, next stop would be THE PEAK. be sure to visit the peak and the MADAMME TUSSANDS MUSEUM cos its really nice there. you know those wax figures of actors and singers? the place where they like showcase the wax figurines, its right there in HONGKONG! (: HAHA. super cool lorr. i even took photo with bruce lee please –.- HAHAH. show you all later.
den we have to like take a small tram up to the peak lahh cos its very high up. name of the place alrdy depicts itself. THE PEAKKK! lol! means very high. –.- the scenery is breathtaking. great place for couples even though got a lot of people but its like.. if you go with your boyf/girlf den you feel that its very romantic ma. look at beautiful scenery and stars. LOL!
PICTURES TIME:
HAHA. i look ugly in the last photo. but just focus on the scenery behind. and anw, it was very cold. HONGKONG is really super cold. the temperature outside is like aircon. colder than aircon even. my skin so dry it’s starting to peel alrdy ): HAIIS. but good also cos no chance to sweat! i dont like sweating so hongkong’s weather is good for me. how i wish singapore also got such weather lorr please ): so shiokk! (: go jogging also wont sweat =x
guess thats all for now first. kinda lazy to continue so i’ll just post up random pictures okay! (: taken at airport and hongkong :D
RACHEL AND ASHER!
ALFRED AND ME!
MINNIE, MICKEY AND ME! HAHA. very cute leh. i look like some extra =x
IN THE PLANE (:
THATS ALL FOLKSSS! (:
will update soon with more pictures!
much love!
