Friday, January 02, 2009 ; 10:15 AM {♥}
i thought i was strong but i wasn't (:
i will be okay! really.
i didn't know what happened last night.
but thanks to yiying and sisi, i felt much better. i've learnt to say out my feelings. i've learnt to not keep them inside me. i really am feeling much better.
thankyou sisi & yiying for giving me your time despite it being very late. i appreciate it! very much love by me, you both! (: i think the only way i can thank you all is treat you all BUBBLE TEA!!! hahaha! STRAWBERRY MILK TEA & PASSIONFRUIT REDTEA RIGHTTT! :D
i finally can blog this out without crying.
YAY! i seriously thought i could handle and control my emotions and feelings. but i realise i cannot. there's a limit to how much i can hold on to. the strings break, and there you go. i've fallen. falling and standing up again (:
i dont know how i can be so tolerant and how i am able to hide my emotions for so long.
maybe its my love for you that keeps me going (: because i know..
i cannot dont have you. so i tell myself i have to 加油! (:
im tired alrdy. very tired.
but i cannot give up. because if i do, i dont know how much further we can go.
im afraid. i told you last night im afraid.
because i really am. a lot of 'what ifs' appeared in my mind.
when i started to trust, things turn out worst than expected.
but i still will trust. because what's love without trust. even if i find it hard to believe, but because you said it, because it's from you, so i will believe (:
i've changed.
i've sacrificed.
and im glad it's all worth it :D
i really am.
p.s. as long as you can see my love for you, nothing else matters(even my crying) !
love,
adeline.
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