HEY ALL (:

how have you guys been doing? :D HAHA.

i seriously dont know how to start off my entry today thus the weird question!

anw, i think my complexion is getting worse!

and im super upset about it lahh!

everyday i see pimples and zits popping out, im like.... OH DAMN IT.

and i tell you ah, im missing CHESTER CHEONG now okay!

i dont know why i always miss him. AIYAAAAA~

i think im crazy!

*quickly diverts attention to pimple topic*

yup yup, as i was saying, i super dont like my complexion.

i dont think its because of makeup because i dont really have sensitive skin leh.

and i can use any brand of makeup. really!

and of course, when i buy my makeup, i'll ask which is suitable for my skin lahh!

so its not my makeup's fault~!

AND AND.... i've not been putting makeup for quite long le. cos i've been busy working, and i dont put on makeup while working, cos i'll sweat and get abit dirty. and moreover, im lazy! HAHA.

one more thing i dont like about myself.

i think this is quite obvious.

IM FAT!!!

yes, im fat. super duper fat.

maybe alot of you will try to make me feel better by saying: "no lahh ade, you not fat lahh! too skinny not nice~!"

but i feel fat leh. im not overweight. but i feel fat ):

and i've got tummmmmyyyyyyy! ):

NOT FLAT ONE LORR. haiis.

boyfriend must be smiling to himself when reading this. cos i think he totally agree!

IM FAT IM FAT!!!

oh shit. im getting influenced by boyfriend ):

BYEEEE!