Thursday, July 30, 2009 ; 10:12 AM {♥}
i love joyce.
i love yiying.
i love sisi.
i love ryanloh.
i love sherwin.
i love qianqi.
i love ruiqi.
i love doris.
i love huiyin.
i love felicia.
i love tsingxiu.
dont think anyhow.
i love them as friends only.
i love them as friends only.
i dont have a boyfriend & im not a lesbian. HAHA.
i love them not in order of whose name is first.
i love them all the same (:
you know why?
cos they're all there when i needed encouragement.
they're by my side when i needed someone to talk to.
they are called true friends.
doris told me something that hit me that day.
i forgot the exact sentence but it goes something like:
true friends will know that sadness behind that smile.
i forgotten what the whole sentence was, but.. that is just so true.
friends, just plainly friends wouldn't know how you're feeling truely.
but TRUE friends, will know that you are sad even when you are showing a smile.
i dont know why im blogging this.
maybe it's because.. i know i cannot move on without these people.
i love you, you, you and you!
:D
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 ; 1:00 PM {♥}
blogger is alright alrdy.
and im having fyp presentation later on. im reading through my report and slides.
i admit im nervous. very.
and i seriously feel... ):
aiya. nehmind. doesn't matter.
im used to that kind of feeling.
used to it alrdy.
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Monday, July 27, 2009 ; 10:57 AM {♥}
watching soccer live with LIVERPOOL VS SINGAPORE was amazing!
HAHAHAHAH.
thanks joyce for bringing us along!
i enjoyed myself the max although i cannot scream!
but LIVERPOOL ROCKS TO THE MAX MAX MAX!
torres and gerrard are handsome guys :D
i like (:
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Sunday, July 26, 2009 ; 12:28 AM {♥}
WAH LAO.
look at my arm ):
haiis. very red leh ):
and i got no voice!
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Friday, July 24, 2009 ; 11:41 PM {♥}
wah lao. shit blogger. and asher is in hospital. AGAIN ):
im depressed ):
and my havianas broke today ): shit lahh.
im damn sad.
and i.. controlled myself today.
i didn't tear. no i didn't. i promise.
i might be thinking too much. but to me, that smile.
melts my heart.
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Thursday, July 23, 2009 ; 6:25 PM {♥}
sometimes, when i have many people around me, i still feel lonely.
i dont know why.
but i feel that i couldn't ever be lonelier than now.
the typing on laptops, the chit-chatting, the breathing.
everything around me seems to be going its way except for my emotions.
im lost in my own world of thought.
i dont know what im doing. SIAN.
i feel so lost lahh ): shit!
i think im running a fever.
i feel so cold leh. my body symptoms tell me im having a fever.
HELP MEEEE ):
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; 1:34 AM {♥}
harry potter is not too bad.
for those who've read the book, it would be disappointing.
for those who've not, you'll find it okay.
light-hearted version of harry potter this time round (:
quite funny! but im quite disappointed they didn't filmed the important parts of the book!
D: doesn't matter. daniel radcliffe's HOT (:
bye. will do a proper update soon!
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Monday, July 20, 2009 ; 11:51 PM {♥}
因为深爱着你 所以愿意为你改变
因为爱你 所以愿意受其顽固的脾气
因为爱你 才愿意都对别人坏以感恩的心
因为爱你 愿意把你的兴趣也变成我自己的兴趣
爱一个人是没有原因的 最懂你的人会一直守护在你身边
真正爱你的人 不会和你说许多爱你的话 却做许多爱你的事情
真心诚意爱一个人 爱才会继续
希望你们都可以用真心去爱一个人
因为每一个人都值得真心对待 (:
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; 9:01 PM {♥}
i fell down at work yesterday!
because the floor was slippery.
and i was wearing a very slippery shoe. LOL
my locker couldn't be opened yesterday.
so i couldn't take my shoe which was inside the locker.
so i had to randomly grabbed a shoe to wear.
i didn't even know whose shoe i wore lahh!
to that person whose shoes i wore: THANKYOU VERY MUCH.
but anw, embarrassing!
PAI SEH & MALU.
wah lao! face red until like tomato.
worst still, i didn't get up immediately.
i sat on the floor for 10seconds!! WAH LAO.
so dumb right! but i was helpless lahh!
the scenario was funny lorr :D
just that very paiseh cos all those who saw were laughing.
customers see le, i confirm paiseh dao die lorr ):
anw, forget it.
fall den fall le.
i can keep falling down. each time it becomes more painful.
but... i know i can pick myself up again.
same goes to my emotions.
i can feel discouraged, sad, helpless, angry and all the unpleasant feelings.
but i know.... i can be strong (:
each time i get depressed, i can stand back up, even stronger than before!
i know i can, because, i believe.
so thats why you still see me smiling, thats why you still hear me say,
"im always here for you, no matter what"
its always the littlest things in life that has the biggest impact on us.
agree? :D
im grateful for my friends, my family & most imptly, im grateful for me.
being able to be who i am today (:
my heartfelt thanks to all those who have been a part of my life (:
thankyou for sticking with me when i needed you most!
xoxo :D
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Sunday, July 19, 2009 ; 11:37 PM {♥}
i want to love myself more.
you know why?
because...
i know that no one can love me more than i love myself :D
loving myself, will help me to love others better!
agree? :D
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; 1:51 AM {♥}
I MADE THE POPPER CHAO DA TODAYYYYYY! ))))):
AND IM SUPER UPSET BY IT REALLY!
WAH LAOOOO. DEN STILL HAVE TO LET OTHER WASH FOR ME!! ):
I FEEL SAD AND GUILTYYYYYY!
THANKYOU RYAN & VICTOR FOR HELPING ME CLEAR UP THE CHAO DA.
adeline, dont blur alreadyyy!
dont bring your tiredness and worries to work please!
be alert can! you'll cause alot of trouble for yourself and people you work with leh!
ALERT PLEASE ALERT.
before i forget,
THANKS RYAN FOR HELPING ME BOOK TICKETS FOR HP6! :D
appreciated much really! (:
i cant wait. i've heard bad reviews about it.
but i dont care.
im still going to watch.
wish me luck people.
i want the strong and happy and energetic adeline to be back again!
wait for her okay! :D
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Saturday, July 18, 2009 ; 2:12 AM {♥}
我很想你。
真的很想你。
我需要你的怀抱
我需要你对我说，“最近怎么样了？还好吗？开心吗？”
不过，让我能这样默默地观察，保护，关心，爱你
这样就够了。我要的，不会很多吧？
我要求的，不会过分吧？
我要一个童话故事搬的爱情。
不行吗？
p/s: picture credit to RUIQI (:
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Friday, July 17, 2009 ; 9:33 PM {♥}
thats me on that day.
when... (:
i feel so helpless now.
i know whats happening. but i dont know how i can help.
i dont like myself to be lidat.
i thought im okay. i thought i was strong.
i thought i could let go. but i found that all the above, i cannot.
i want to hear you call me what you used to call me last time again.
i want to hear you talk about how stupid and slow i am.
i want you to give me that lame look you always give me when i say something stupid.
most importantly.. i want you to be happy.
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Thursday, July 16, 2009 ; 10:38 AM {♥}
HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY SISI :D
thanks babe for always being there (:
i hope you enjoyed yourself as much as we had.
thankyou for this friendship that binds us together.
different classes now, but we are still so close.
because... our hearts are close together.
thankyou for the encouragement and affirmation you have given me.
thankyou for picking me up and catching me when i fall.
thankyou for your attentiveness to listen when i speak.
thankyou for being my friend.
thankyou for being my buddyyy :D
thankyou for everything you have given in this friendship!
i love you and you can do nothing about it!
HAPPY 20th!!!! (:
XOXO
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ; 11:07 PM {♥}
男子汉的体力，
不是用来打架的，
而是用来保护他最爱的人 (:
agree? :D
p/s: i've got 5 scratches on my arm and finger ):
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; 7:42 PM {♥}
i like this songggggg! :D
your got watch 18禁不禁?!? yes yes. its from that show! VERY NICE :D
the mv is very cute!
ENJOYY!
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Sunday, July 12, 2009 ; 11:39 PM {♥}
i just finish eating my maggie meeee :D
and im gonna go school tmr. i promise!
xoxo to all my dear friends (:
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; 11:03 AM {♥}
when i dont say, doesn't mean im okay.
when im smiling, doesn't mean in my heart i am too.
i admit, im damn troubled.
i admit im a workaholic.
but what am i working so hard for?
its difficult for you all to understand.
my financial status is bad.
its not that i spend alot. there are alot of things you all dont know.
i dont say doesn't mean everything is okay for me.
i smile, because i know im going to go through it.
i wont want to show people im not happy.
because i know my crying wont make things better.
____________________________________
i wont be online tonight. sorry.
i just need my sleep. tyvm! (:
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Saturday, July 11, 2009 ; 3:21 AM {♥}
当两个人在一起的时候，是什么让彼此那么肯定俩人之间的感情呢？
感觉真的那么重要吗？
对彼此的信任到底来自于哪里？
我多么希望 我有个梦想。
让我努力活下去的梦想 (:
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Friday, July 10, 2009 ; 10:53 PM {♥}
虽然不再你身边，可是我一直都在默默地守护着你。
不要不理我。不要不管我。
勇气不是天生的；勇气是慢慢累计出来的。
你可以不要接受我的真心，可是，不要把我给你的真心当成垃圾，放到地上踩。
快乐永远是短占的。
谁能把我的快乐变成永远的呢？
快乐可以是永远吗？
就算我只能快乐那么的一下子，我一定会珍惜的。
不管是一秒；一分钟；一小时或 一天
我都会珍惜这份快乐。
因为是短占的，所以才更要了解它的重要，才要更懂得把它紧握着。
在对的时候，要懂得放手。
isn't it right? :D
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Thursday, July 09, 2009 ; 7:18 PM {♥}
NICE & MEANINGFUL (: i love this song!
see the mv and listen to the lyrics (:
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; 2:02 PM {♥}
我会用我的真心去对待我身边的每一个人
对你来说，真心是什么呢?
:D
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; 12:59 AM {♥}
I AM SO SURE I SUPER DONT LIKE TO CLEAN/WASH SUGAR POPPER!!!!!
I DONT LIKEEEEEEE D:
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009 ; 12:47 AM {♥}
i've changed my blog song :D
i know i know im very indecisive! pardon me!
and im skipping fyp tmr because im having work. damn work, damn school.
but my life's not all that bad! (:
and thanks to SH for coming down to satisfy my prata craving!
OMG. i just suddenly have a strong craving for indian food man! WAH LAOOOO!
dont know what happen to me leh! INDIAN FOOOOODDDDD! SHIOK!
i want to eat mee goreng suddenly =x
aiya. ignore me. im crazy! its must be the lack of sleep! ):
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE. TAKE GREAT CARE!
:D
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Tuesday, July 07, 2009 ; 3:38 PM {♥}
Adeline is very tired.
i need money.
i need strength.
i need to be in good health.
i need to be awake.
can someone hug me to sleep tonight?
can someone lend me their shoulder to let me lie?
someone please tell me im not drifting away.
i dont want to drift away.
i dont want to lose myself.
tell me you all love me please?
(:
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Sunday, July 05, 2009 ; 11:57 PM {♥}
HEY ALL (:
im back home from work.
and today i didn't down money wor! :D
HAPPPPPY!
so scared cannnnn! and i work 10hours today!
so scared cannnnn! and i work 10hours today!
i only ate one meal!!! IT'S A GOOD WAY TO SLIM DOWN!
and now im sitting in front of my laptop, blogging, and eating 3 pieces of biscuits which i think i cant finish. and 1cup of milk (: MEIJIIIIII! (: YUMSSSS!
and i really like working at gv! (:
my friends there all keep me so entertained!!!!
AND IM VERY SCARED OF NACHOS & POPCORNS LIAO!
especially popcorns!
kena popped by popcorns one lorr! sian! dont like take the counter infront of popper. zzzzz. salty one still okay! sweet one is.... WAH LAOOOO. painnnn!
i kena scratch and burn liao! SADDDD!
but its okay! mine is not so serious!
i've seen even worse ): and im scared lahh i admit okay!
this coming wed doind CB closing =.= sian de.
dont like do closing. some more no cab! cos 2320 finish work! WAHLAOOO!
they nvr put me another 10 more mins =.=
aiya. nehmind. i'll see how!
anw, goodnight all!
:D
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Saturday, July 04, 2009 ; 11:10 PM {♥}
im back home finally (:
no need face those stupid customers =.=
and im working 10hours tmr! GOOD GAME ALRDY!
1200 to 2210 =.= candybar somemore!
i know i said to enjoy work. but with those "waste-my-time" customers, how to enjoy sia! =x
some of them are really nice. but those irritating ones, makes me want to strangle them!
anw, i just want to rant on my blog about some irritating! =.= wth?!
Scenario1
A customer went to AuntyJenny's counter. den ask her whether can pay by NETS or not? den she told him say cannot. candybar here dont accept NETS. den he ask her to find come way cos his movie start alrdy. and the POSB downstairs is very long queue. but really no way for him to pay NETS at candybar. den he walk away and come to my counter. and ask me the same thing!!!! and AuntyJenny alrdy tell him cannot. and i've got to explain to him again =.= say cannot pay by NETS. den he saw the swipe card machine beside me and ask me why i got the machine and i dont want to use. not i dont want to use can!? is different machine for different usage =.= and its not linked to candybar counter some more =.= in the end, i pek chek, i just call manager settle. WAH LAO EH. alrdy tell him cannot pay by NETS, still stand thr block my other customers. and waste my time alsoooo! =.= zzz. stupid!
Scenario2
For example, customer say want to buy mentos. i ask him/her what flavour. they tell me ANYTHING. =.= see carefully ah! IS ANYTHING HOR. den i just take mint lorr. cos nearest to me ma. and they say ANYTHING =.= when i clearly specify got 2 flavours: mint/grape. i even ask them which flavour they want/prefer?! they say ANYTHING =.= in the end, i take mint, they tell me say, SORRY AHHH! i dont like this flavour! HELLO?!?!? i know i very fat lahh! no need make me walk here and there right! you yourself say anything one lorr! =.= wah lao eh! i must learn ryan liao! I DONT ENTERTAIN ANYTHING (:
Scenario3
this is the most irritating one =.= key in order alrdy den customer change order WAH LAO EH! kena 2 times alrdy! den must ask manager to void. den if busy i die lorr lidat =.= wah lao eh! confirm with him his order alrdy, still say ya ya ya! den when i cash in le, DEN TELL ME WANT TO CHANGE =.= MAKE FUN OF ME FUN AH! wah lao eh! you know lidat, i will down money if i not careful =.= i alrdy so blur le! HE MAKE ME EVEN MORE BLUR =.=
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fine. enough of the ranting. =.=
dont want say le.
and i down 20bucks today! SIAN DE.
i also dont know how come i down money sia =.=
SADDED.
anw, BYE. have a great weekend all!
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Friday, July 03, 2009 ; 1:49 PM {♥}
im tired =O
super!
fatigue overwhelms me!
but i guess, this is the price i have to pay.
oh well, since i've made that decision to work and school at the same time, i shall enjoy it instead of whining.
to know what life is, we must learn to appreciate & enjoy life.
life is something beyond our comprehension.
to truly understand and appreciate life, we've got to grow with nothing.
what i mean by nothing is... really.. empty handed.
materialism wise.
only when we have nothing to flaunt, only then can we learn that life is really made up of simplicity.
i dont need to have all money in the world, i dont need to have all the GUCCI & LV bags from all over the country.
BUT! one thing for sure i need is my friends, my family & love.
this is what i call LIFE.
my life spells friends, family & love.
if this is not simple, what is?
everyone has different priorities, everyone has different things that are important to them.
are these your "life"?
how simple do you want your life to be?
you rule your own life.
you make your own life.
no one can shortchange me.
and i wont EVER EVER shortchange myself for anyone.
:D
i love myself & im proud to be ME!!! (:
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