when... (:
i feel so helpless now.
i know whats happening. but i dont know how i can help.
i dont like myself to be lidat.
i thought im okay. i thought i was strong.
i thought i could let go. but i found that all the above, i cannot.
i want to hear you call me what you used to call me last time again.
i want to hear you talk about how stupid and slow i am.
i want you to give me that lame look you always give me when i say something stupid.
most importantly.. i want you to be happy.