HAHA.
11 more days to my birthday :D
Adeline's very happy!!

if you're thinking what you can get me right, here's a few hints!
- Hoodie (not those from bugis street ah please!)
- Tshirts
- AnnaSui Dolly Girl Pink Perfume*
- Escada Moon Sparkle Perfume*
- Winnie the Pooh!

very simple list there.
nothing much actually. LOL.

Adeline is super excited!
Flyer trip up next.
and i want to rebond my hair! WOOHOO! long hair be gone :D

BYEBYE (:

突然间，我很想你。
哪些赶不走，抹不掉的回忆 已经被埋伏在我的心里。

Finally, blogger's posting layout is okay alrdy!
i can blog happily now :D

recently, one of my friend sent me a very nice song by 金沙.
the lyrics super nice! the beginning and half way through the song got some talking between 林俊杰 & 金沙. very nice! but the video i found no talking. the song my friend send me have! :D

its a very nice song ;D take some time to listen bahs! lyrics are at the bottom of the video. the talking part, i will put colours.
Red = Girl
Blue = Boy

Adeline is very very angry and pissed off.
She had a very lousy day at work.
ROAR.

Yesterday was Rachel's last day at gvjp.

HELLO PEOPLEEEE (:
how have you guys been? HAHA.
im doing fine.
and look at what ryanteo did to my hand ):

最近在看 [终极三国] !
the soundtracks in the show is very nice (:

i'll post the videos down here to share! :D
very rock but nice songs!
aiyaa.. actually not VERY VERY rock lah! its okay! :D

and 脩 from the band: 东城衛 is very very cool! :D WOOTS.
I LIKE~~
i dont know why but i just melt when i see guys who know how to play musical instruments lahh!
i think they are super talented! especially the piano! :D OHGOSH. *faints*

HAHA.
okay okay.
i shall cut the crap and let you all enjoy the videos!

p/s: THANKYOU RUIQI FOR INTRO-ING (: *grinssss from left ear to right ear* HAHA.

东城衛 & 增沛慈 - 泪了




东城衛 & 增沛慈 - 够爱




強辯＋武虎將＋東城衛 - 对手



enjoy the videos people :D
BYEEEEE!

im told to post photos. but i've got no photos to post leh (: so lets see.
well, i shall do a movie review then! :D
yesterday watch UP with samuel at GVJP. funny show! from beginning laugh till end.
and i think the way they started off the story was nice (:
you guys go watch it yourself okayyy! :D

UP UP & AWAYYYYYY~ :D
i cant post pictures. sorry!

Rating: 5/5

Nice graphics & funny cartoon :D
really laughed my heart out!!
Russell is freaking cute lahh! if he's my real life brother, i confirm love him to death one lorr!
=x HAHA. you guys go watch it yourself okay!

i want to watch 吓到笑 leh.
people say not nice, but i think i will want to watch. LOL.
i'll be the only one who find it funny!
_________________________

maybe sometimes, i just like to keep myself occupied because i just want to stop thinking.
im running away, im avoiding.
but with no one to help me along, i duno what else i can do.
i can only cuddle in Your arms and tell myself it's alright.

i ask myself: am i really running away? or isit because... for that moment, i just want to stop thinking. when i feel much better to think about it, naturally i will.
both ways seems wrong. is there a BEST solution?
people always tell me: "just find the best solution lorr."
but is there really a best solution to everything? any other alternatives that is worth thinking about? if there were no turns at the road, if there were only straight roads, i think i would be living life much better. but sadly, there turns at every corner. everytime i thought im reaching the end, another turn comes into sight and i just feel so tired running, getting lost, finding my own way and running again.

if my life was to be written into a book. i guess each chapter & character in my life would be described in the most detailed way ever because i just want to share them with people. the importance of them in my life, makes running so much easier, makes the turns not as scary and help me to find my way out.

well, thats life.

p/s. can i have this dance? (:

HAHAHAH.
i just feel like laughing lahh!
stop contradicting yourself okay?
HAHA!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE! ;D
_____________________________

sorry if i start ranting all over again.
but seriously, HELLOOOO~~~~
is there a word: SUPERWOMAN written on my forehead or on my face or not!
dont have right! den stop rushing me to do things lahh!
i've got a pair of hands & a pair of legs only! im a human leh!
YOU THINK I GOT 10 PAIRS OF HANDS AH!
please lahhh! if you think you can do it as well as me, why ask me do it in the first place?
come and try being in my shoes lahh!
how do you expect me to serve 2 different customers at the same time!
MADNESS.

and and... stop blaming me if i keep repeating your orders because i just want to confirm.
if i dont confirm, later i key in wrongly how!
or if i give you something you dont want den how! my fault meh!
i did a good job by asking okay!
if you've got anything against it, complain lahh!
see who win! seriously you know, dont know whats wrong with these people!
and you just gave me that snobbish look. you dont want me to repeat, den dont order lorr!
i give you wrong order not my problem.

wah lao. shit those customers lahh!
make me angry only. wah lao!
aiya! i just felt like ranting because i just think all those people seriously damn ridiculous lahh!
if you all are so smart, do it yourself.
try be in my position and serve those shit customers, see how you will feel! =.=
WAH LAO! ANGRY!

- end of rant -

p/s i gotta go my own way.

thankyou henzy.

hello there.
this is adeline.

Dearest Daddy,
I pray for Your strength and wisdom to be upon me.
I thank You for letting me be who i am.
For letting me know i am loved by you.
Thank You Daddy for never giving up on me.
I will learn to be more like You.
I will learn to love the unlovables.
May Your Holy Spirit overwhelm me and empower me.
I pray that i will learn to show love unconditionally.
Be it to those who've hurt me, to those who persecute me, to those who threaten me, to those who mistreat me, to those who look down on me, to those who hate me, to those who curse me,
Daddy, i pray that You will bless the many many people whom i've listed above.
To those whom i love, accept this love that God has given me. I pray one day, you will find and understand the meaning of true love.

True love with no strings attached, no conditions. Just loving people with all my heart, with Your heart, with Your spirit in me. Father, i pray that you'll soften my heart. I pray that despite the persecutions people throw at me, Daddy, i know that you will take them all away. You will always be covering and shielding me from the devil. Daddy, i pray for peace in my heart.

Daddy, i pray for my heart to be softened and so i can receive more of Your love and share that sacrifical love You've given. Daddy, bless me, empower me, protect me, love me, make me thirst and hunger for more of You.

Daddy, thank You for everything.
I love You Lord.
In Jesus most precious Name,
Amen.

Before you can love others, you must receive God's love yourself. Because you cannot give away something you don't have.

I know, God's love for me is unconditional
no strings attached. i will step by step slowly draw closer to Him.
Because i know, no one loves me more than He does.

The entire Gospel is based and embraced by God's love.
In Romans 8:38-39, it tells us that nothing can separate God's love from us.

For i am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
-Romans 8:38-39

But what do we do with that love?
Since God loves us so much, we should give it away!
Not because we only need that love when God gives, or we dont like God's love.
But, in response to receiving His love, we give it away to love other people!

In Matthew 5:43-44, God tells us to love. Even those who persecute us, hate us, our enemies.
And i know this is something i haven't been doing for a long time. I lead my life by the ways of the world, and not by God's ways. Im sorry, Daddy.

You have heard that it as said, "You shall love your neighbour, and hate your enemy." But i tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat & persecute you"
- Matthews 5:43-44

I will learn to love the unlovables because God loves me. I am not worthy of his love, i may be unlovable but God never stops loving me. I know that i am unable to love others, if i dont learn, believe & receive God's love.

We love because He first loved us.
- 1John 4:19

The above verse tells us that we are able to show love to others because God first showed his love to us. We have the ability to love others, because God loves us.

Let me give you an example that i read from somewhere.
Think of your ability to love others like a glass of water. At first, the glass is empty. If you don't have any water in your glass, then you obviously can't give water to anyone else. But when you hold your glass under a faucet and let the water pour out into your glass, it will fill up. Then, once it is full, your glass will overflow, and you can let the water pour out to everyone around you.

If you don't have love in you, you cannot give love to anyone else.

Sacrifice is the true measure of love.
The degree of one's love for someone is measured by the degree of his/her sacrifice for that person.

In John 13:1, Jesus knew that the time had come for Him to leave the world. Thus, he washed his disciples feet - a task usually done by lowliest servants in the past. Jesus was sent by God not to show people how great Jesus is, but Jesus came down to earth to serve.

Sacrifice is exactly how we can measure God's love for us.
God demonstrates His love, by sacrificing His son. When we love someone deeply, we will do the most challenging, painful, difficult things for that person and not to anyone else.

Dear all, let us not love with words or tongue, but with actions and in truth.
What can you do to show others you are willing to love them and show them true love - Such love requires sacrifice. (:

*Please take note: If you've got your own opinions regarding the above, feel free to comment on my tagboard. But what i typed above is really how i feel. Thanks all for patiently reading till the end. (:

很久没有来更新了。
对不起！

最近想很多 不知不觉半年又过了。
我感觉像是孤单的。
我尽量把自己搞得很忙。
忙到一天吃一餐就饱了。

我心里想 我不要一个人。
我了解被抛弃的感觉；我知道我需要你们的陪伴。
我很害怕有一天全世界 只剩下我一个。

我是多么的希望 我的生活里，不会有孤单这两个字。
但是，我现在体会到了。
我发觉，我是自己一个的。

为什么现在的我感觉到伤心，失落？
forget it. nobody will know and understand.
even if i say out, nobody will bother.
you will all say im crazy for thinking too much. whatever.
say what you all want. all of you are part of my life, if im not in yours, doesn't matter alrdy.
just tell me to get out.
tell me that you dont want to be my friend. and i promise you i will.

dont try to be good to me and feel forced about it.
i dont want and i dont like.
the tensed up atmosphere.
i hate it.
i hate to say this but i think i suck big time.

byebye.

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