Monday, August 03, 2009 ; 10:17 AM {♥}
很久没有来更新了。
对不起！
最近想很多 不知不觉半年又过了。
我感觉像是孤单的。
我尽量把自己搞得很忙。
忙到一天吃一餐就饱了。
我心里想 我不要一个人。
我了解被抛弃的感觉；我知道我需要你们的陪伴。
我很害怕有一天全世界 只剩下我一个。
我是多么的希望 我的生活里，不会有孤单这两个字。
但是，我现在体会到了。
我发觉，我是自己一个的。
为什么现在的我感觉到伤心，失落？
forget it. nobody will know and understand.
even if i say out, nobody will bother.
you will all say im crazy for thinking too much. whatever.
say what you all want. all of you are part of my life, if im not in yours, doesn't matter alrdy.
just tell me to get out.
tell me that you dont want to be my friend. and i promise you i will.
dont try to be good to me and feel forced about it.
i dont want and i dont like.
the tensed up atmosphere.
i hate it.
i hate to say this but i think i suck big time.
byebye.
Blogged With Love, Yours Truly {♥}
