sometimes, i dont know.

i dont see the worth of certain things.

why am i trying so hard?

why am i doing so much?

till an extent that even if whatever i do doesn't get appreciated, i dont mind.

cos i know, what im doing is right.

im tired.

all i can say is, i want to make time stop. maybe i just want to rest longer, maybe i just want to replenish my energy. whatever it is, i hope time can stop.

not because i regret doing certain things. but in the process of achieving certain expectations, i need a break.

im not sad. im not.

im just... hmmm... i dont know.

i feel lost.

i feel unfair.

i dont know if im using the correct words, but... i

m just sick and tired of taking initiatives, doing many things to help people and getting nothing back in return.

i admit, i dont like the feeling of being taken for granted. well, who does?

i want to be appreciated.

i want to be someone important in someone's life.

sometimes, i think my disappearance wont mean anything. maybe no one will realise if i disappear. maybe no one will care.

but i know there are people who still loves me.

i know it can already. no need for me to mention names.

but i just want to thank a few people,

DORIS & IVAN.

without you, i dont know how im going to survive.

without you, i think i can only see things in black and white.

without you, i believe i will never know LOVE.

without you, i would never believe in friendship.

without you, i would never have known how beautiful life is.

without you, i can never ever understand how simplicity is embraced.

THANKYOU TO THE BOTH OF YOU.

ThankYou for being there with me in the hardest of times, or in the happiest moments of my life. ThankYou for not giving up on me (: I truly appreciate you both!

- Adeline:D

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