Friday, April 30, 2010 ; 3:16 PM {♥}

yes baby;
you captured heart (:
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Thursday, April 29, 2010 ; 11:44 AM {♥}
Im the greatest joke!
Laugh at me pleaseeeeee~
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Hello people!!

Cute picture of weilong's niece :D her expression is like telling us: " Who wants to muacks muacks meeeeee? "
Super adorable!!! :D
And and, bbq stingray for dinner tmrw with boyf! Yay to the dinner!
Meeting doris love on friday too! Yayness!
Will update soon!
Adeline is sooooo anticipating her offdays! :D
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010 ; 12:44 AM {♥}

Thankyou for bringing so much joy to me (:
I might not be the best but you brought out the best in me!

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Wednesday, April 21, 2010 ; 2:34 PM {♥}
Hey all!
Sorry for the lack of updates! Yours truly apologise! (:

I dont know why but i feel so unclear and uncertain about my future. These thoughts have been in me long enough. From the start of 2010, till now. Everyone seems to have plans, goals they hope to pursue, dreams they have to fulfil. Then, what about me? ):
Why isit that when everyone is so enthusiastic about their plans, i dont have any at all? What do i really want? Im so lost. I've got no direction. Not that i have too many options to choose from, but i feel that i dont even know what i want from the beginning. I feel like im just moving on in life aimlessly.
I dont like this feeling. I prefer to take things slowly, with everything in my pace. It seems to be this way now, but why do i still feel bothered?
Everything is too fast paced. I wish i can have some time alone to think. I wish i can hop on a plane and go to some stranger country to relax and take my mind off things. I need to clear my head and think.
What do i really want? ):
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Wednesday, April 07, 2010 ; 2:09 PM {♥}
Have you ever felt that you are not worth it?
Have you ever felt that you do not deserve to have the smallest & simplest blessings?
i do.
Life is not a fairytale. It never will be and it never was.
When my mood hit rock bottom, i thought to myself: it would never get better.
many times, i looked around me and wished how i could be like others.
but no point being envious isnt it?
everything was planned.
sorry if i sound like shit or whatever. if you're getting sick of what im typing, den dont read.
sometimes, i think to myself, besides God's love, what else can be everlasting?
till now, i haven't found the answer.
im not sure if that's because there is no answer or because the answer hasn't been revealed.
does the word "everlasting" mean anything?
so what if something lasts forever?
is there a forever?
i've yet to find the answer to my questions.
but i guess, it doesn't matter anymore.
what's more important is now, the present.
im sorry to all those i've said mean things to or to those i've hurt.
i know sometimes, im just not worth it (:
the smallest & simplest blessings should go to those i've hurt or had their hearts broken by me.
Bless you all with the sweetest things.
and i promise, im okay (:
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