Wednesday, April 07, 2010 ; 2:09 PM {♥}
Have you ever felt that you are not worth it?
Have you ever felt that you do not deserve to have the smallest & simplest blessings?
i do.
Life is not a fairytale. It never will be and it never was.
When my mood hit rock bottom, i thought to myself: it would never get better.
many times, i looked around me and wished how i could be like others.
but no point being envious isnt it?
everything was planned.
sorry if i sound like shit or whatever. if you're getting sick of what im typing, den dont read.
sometimes, i think to myself, besides God's love, what else can be everlasting?
till now, i haven't found the answer.
im not sure if that's because there is no answer or because the answer hasn't been revealed.
does the word "everlasting" mean anything?
so what if something lasts forever?
is there a forever?
i've yet to find the answer to my questions.
but i guess, it doesn't matter anymore.
what's more important is now, the present.
im sorry to all those i've said mean things to or to those i've hurt.
i know sometimes, im just not worth it (:
the smallest & simplest blessings should go to those i've hurt or had their hearts broken by me.
Bless you all with the sweetest things.
and i promise, im okay (:
Blogged With Love, Yours Truly {♥}
